but he who is idle is tempted by a legion....
i'm trying to teach myself that when my heart starts to feel again....i have to try as hard as possible to look over the steep mountain i'm still trying to climb up n over
MY BODY IS BLEEDING the wrong way and i'm scared.
....so to fill up my time i'm going to build houses in my imagination, one for every place that'd be better to be than here.......better for my soul to be in than a body. cus **** veins and **** bones and **** blood and brains and xrays and **** emptying my pockets for lab results.
i'll build a house on the moon.....
where no one needs lungs or legs or love
oh, a house on the sun...
and one with a view of it where i need nothing but someone
and of course....
a beautiful house in the sky
just like heaven.
without a body - clearly, we die. i'd rather not, because life is the best thing that's ever happened to me. but whatever happens my houses are built and my soul is already familiar with the maps. let me climb my mountain for a few hundred more years and when i finaly get to the top.....
i'm going to jump into the sky and never come back.
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