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We all make discoveries.

I had been working on this philosophy...not quite sure how to express it all, not quite convinced of it myself...

Funny how only the things from the earth can give you a true insight to...things on the earth:

"With only 22 percent of the knowledge i'm aiming to acquire in my life, my working philosophy is that the planet earth has a purpose in the universe. Not to say that no other planet serves a similar purpose...or that any other planet even does or does not serve a purpose...OR that there is no other universe with similar or different attributes...ORRR that 'purpose' even has a meaning anywhere but earth.

[breath!]

My philosophy is that planet earth's purpose is to sustain life. Plant life, animal life, and something i'm a part of - and most concerned with - human life. Growth, survival, renewal, life.

In order to uphold this purpose, there must be reproduction. Thus concluding to my narrower philosophy that my experience and imagination has conjured, 'human existance revolves around reproduction'."

- memo from my phone

It's difficult to explain this philosophy without sounding like i'm simply reiterating the utterly obvious. But people (including myself) fail to see the simplest things. The things that brought us here, keep us here, and will finish us here.

Everything just wants to live and go and grow and just be.

We forget that we're feeding from the earth, that we're giving and taking and going and coming from the ammenities that the earth provides. We get egos and pride and socialized emotional numbness. Greed, power, competition, temptation, and status. What we are 'doing' fucks with what we are REALLY DOING...here on earth.

The means with which we evolve to use in order to achieve the planet's purpose will change and change and change. But whether it be a mating call, an impressive job, similar family values, a computer dating site, a nice smile, or pharimones...we each take a step toward fulfilling our purpose on earth --> sustaining life --> reproduction, by drawing a mate.

It's lovely to find a soulmate. Someone you feel you have a deep underlying connection with. Not a connection on a social or man-made plane, but an individual and magnetic plane that only you know in your gut is something your soul is attached to.

And there are human definitions of what the role of a soulmate may be. What the title is meant to lead to. But the only time it has to be communicated, is to agree upon reproduction. Now if the idea of reproduction is not mutual, one of the two may choose to look elsewhere for a mate. But the soulmate never wavers.

There can be two soulmates, three, four, or none. There can be soulmates through family, through friends, through pets...but they are not there to reproduce. At least not the last step of it.

They are there to guide you to your purpose. To help you with their souls and the power they have to touch yours...because we can only really take the advice of those we trust. Those that we feel just know us, just get us.

I like to surround myself with genius soulmates:

"What is right? That's just a direction. Listen to your intuition."

and my soul is finding it's way...to the continuation of surrounding itself with another deeply connected soul.

It isn't for the social plane, it isn't for the physical, the emotional, the mental, the status, the shared ideals, the musical taste, the choices in style, the mutual friends.

It's for the feeling deep deep in my gut...that won't detach me.

We have a long way to go, individually, together, and when we are together but not physically. I'm enjoying the learning i'm doing on the way and i'm patient. Dreams represent intuition. So I hope you read this.

And lovely as could be,

I'm calm.

I'm peaceful.

I'm content.

I'm alone.

I'm happy.

I'm orange and green.

ALWAYS.

and everything is covered in peacocks.

What i overheard out my window in Philly the other day as a daycamp walked by:

"If someone hits you, come tell me. Don't hit them back. If you do, you're out of camp for...for...6 weeks! If mom and dad teach you to hit someone back, they can start their own camp. I'M NOT GONNA HAVE IT...NOT THIS YEAR!"

You tell em' buddy. That's what you gotta deal with at south philly summer camp.

(spacecamp is not as strict)