the lives that give me life are all here to help me through it, nothing but that. nothing but love.

there is true passion behind everything i do. there is true love in my heart and my home. 

this time is a struggle, but there is beauty in the world.

avere la speranza. la chiave alla vita

Whoever I am,

I want to feel and I want to lead and really be of importance. I don't know what to do with my passion, energy, intelligence, drive, boredom. I feel I have literally dumbed myself down in order to get by every day. Getting somewhere does not have to do so much with following the path that was laid out in front of you but more with really using your brain for every decision life presents to you. I actually am not quite sure what the key to life is. I know my back says it's hope. Maybe it still is hope....maybe the key to life is really just hope.

Love.