Tuesday, July 26, 2011

:,)

when i look at the philadelphia skyline all i see is the shape of a home.

it feels good to let my hair down, be it real or not.
it's overwhelmingly nostalgic but outstandingly exciting to start college again at 24.

my friend tried to kill herself yesterday morning.

i'm alive.
you don't need to analyze me, i do it enough myself.
use that energy to focus on yourself, 
god knows you need it

we're at a place we always dreamt of
is it okay to drink a beer before a bartending interview?
it's so different, my love.

my sister is doing as okay as she'll ever be................we're all accepting it now
at least i hope i speak for us all

therapy is working.
should have
gone a while ago.



true life is real and we'll all be alright.

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

the magnet

hard to believe it's only been 3 weeks now

you are not as aware of how you are feeling
when you are feeling it

i remember this feeling though.
i've been DIEING for it.
finally ready for it.

you broke my heart because of it
but now...
i'm unbreakable

as long as your heart loves me
there is nothing you can do to break me again
even my buddha statue still looks excellent
when you get up close....
you can see that the head broke off years ago
but i place it on top
no glue or anything!
just let it sit.....

it will stay alive ;)

and i'm not worried what the world thinks
i know you're worried i do

i get flashes of life from you, like you JUMP and you're there....
a battery charge
usually on weekends.



i just want you to know.....
i don't want to be anywhere but here
for the rest of my life.

Friday, July 15, 2011

dont give up on creativity









cus baby.....you were born this way ;)

Sunday, July 10, 2011

You're the only love I know

There is no turning back now.

Im laying in dark silence next to you as you breathe a peaceful rythm called sleep.

We had a long weekend, a beautiful one.
I feel the richness that I predicted, leapt into with blind faith.

Our walls are pretty bare and this is just a mattress on a floor
But it's all because of love
We're here because of love

I loved you since the moment we met
And now I still feel it growing....and it surprises me.
Surprise will replace fear
And excitement will come with surprise
All turning into joy

Joy, love, Christmas in July.

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